Play BIG: What Showed Up On My Recent (51st) Birthday?

Who/what really matters to you?  Who/what is the true focus of how you show up and travel in life? Who/what is the focus of your existence?  For me, it is my children.

It matters to me how well I am doing in relation to caring for my children. The voice within is highly critical of how well I am doing as a father: I find that I never live up to it’s standard of what constitutes a good father.

So how well am I doing as a father on the central project of my life: bringing up my children so that they feel accepted, loved, valued and care for/consider others not just themselves?  I share with you, and leave tracks in the sands of time, the report cards that my children issued to me on my recent birthday celebration.

Rohan: First Born

Birthday Card From Rohan“I wish you a happy birthday and I love you very much. I want to say thank you very much for helping me and supporting me with everything. And especially with my application for BP. You have done more than I could expect from anyone. I thank you for the physio treatment as this will help, hopefully, with the pain.

Thank you, Rohan”


Marco: Second Born

BdayCardMarco“Dear Papa,

I wish you a relaxing birthday being surrounded by all your family. I can’t believe your 51!

Thank you for all the times you have been kind to me, given me advice and support, and a huge supply of hugs. I enjoy spending time with you in the evenings after work and just sharing fruit together. With you and me, the little things like that are the big things.

I want you to know that I feel loved and accepted by you and I know that you care and worry about me a lot.

I want you to know that I love you lots and appreciate you being there for me.

You’re also one in a million and couldn’t ask for dad that’s as crazy and funny as you!!!

P.S. I have given you some money so that you can give money to people on Kiva.



 Clea: Last Born

BdayCardClea“Dear Papa

Happy Birthday.

Firstly, I would like to take the time to tell you just how much I love you!

Honestly, you mean the world to me. I love how you are always there, even if it’s just after school and you ask me how my day was. Or just being able to sit down and watch Buffy The Vampire Slayer with you. It MAKES MY DAY!

The last year I think we have really become close with each other. The truth is that you and me are a team, a bit like the 3 musketeers – but there is only two of us. We face the world together!

Papa, you are the best advice giver, the best thinker, the best everything! But most of all the best dad. I love you to bits. No words could describe, no images could show you just much your brain continues to amaze me, your sooooooo smart, which can get annoying when you prove me wrong!

I am proud to be your daughter and to carry the Iqbal family name. When I’m older and I get married, trust me, the guy will have to change his last name because I’m keeping Iqbal.

Papa, you are my safety net, when I fall somehow you arms catch me – which is good because I fall a lot! It seems that you are always there for me. No matter how hard I might push you away, you always come fighting your way back. As I mention fighting, you should know that even when we fight and argue, I still love you. That includes all the slamming of doors, shouting and screaming, loud angry music.

When I am older I want to be just as kind and loving as you are. Your heart is so big it stretches across Africa.

I love you papa, I love you, I love you, I love you, don’t forget it.


Sophia: One Who I Have Adopted As A Daughter

BdayCardSophia“To Maz,

Thank you for everything you have done for me in the past year. Even though we don’t always talk, I know no matter what, you’ll always be there for me & that you do love me. It tok me a while to believe it but I definitely do now.

I also want you to know, though it is hard for me to say it, I do love you.

Hope you have a really good birthday! …..

Lots of love,


What is it that I wish to say to my children?

Your existence, and my role in it, grants me a powerful sense of meaning and purpose. Your existence contributes to my existence: you enrich my existence.  I love each of you.

And Finally

It occurs to me that this year’s birthday celebration was a special one. Why? For the first time, I planned out my birthday celebration, I invited the folks around the table, I did all the cooking, and I did all the washing up.  This may not be milestone for many. It is for me. Why?  Because it is was not to long ago that my being did not include cook. Now it does. By taking on the project of cooking I have expanded by being. I have grown older, am one year closer to death, yet my sense of self (as a source of contribution/power to make a difference) has grown, not diminished.

Author: Maz Iqbal

Experienced management consultant. Passionate about enabling customer-centricity by calling forth the best from those that work in the organisation and the intelligent application of digital technologies. Subject matter expert with regards to customer strategy, customer insight, customer experience (CX), customer relationship management (CRM), and relationship marketing. Working at the intersection of the Customer, the Enterprise (marketing, sales, service), and Technology.

4 thoughts on “Play BIG: What Showed Up On My Recent (51st) Birthday?”

  1. Hey Maz,

    Wish you a very happy 51st birthday. On this occasion, I wish to say that I enjoy reading your posts and many of them have truly inspired me. Thank you for the contribution you make in the world.

    The wonderful words of your children, especially your adopted child, show how generous you are with your love and affection. I have been contemplating adopting a child and maybe even purse single parenthood. Now, I am inspired again to adopt a child in future whether I am married or not.

    Have a blessed life!
    Take care :)


    1. Hello Hitesh,

      I acknowledge your generosity and thank you for your kindness in reaching out and sharing that which you have shared. I am deeply touched that these conversations/posts resonate with you and leave you inspired. Why? Because I write to inspire, elevate – to contribute to my fellow wo/man. Thank you for letting me know that I am on track!

      Regarding adoption, all I can say is that though some kindness – the kind that I habitually offer my children – I have gained another daughter. And in the process I have grown: my sense of self has expanded to include another. Further, the daughter which I have adopted as enriched the lives of ALL the family especially Clea and Marco. Both, now have, an elder sister!

      Ultimately when stands and operates from love or from fear. I find that love works best for me.

      Make your life a great one: one that eases suffering, erases loneliness, and which elevates others and is a shining example of what it is to be a human-being.

      At your service | with my love


  2. Hi Maz

    Wonderful accolade from your Children (all 4 of them). It’s a testament to how I’ve always known you – and a testament to how you are as a human being. You children show a high degree of emotional intelligence, so wonderful to read and so grateful that you shared it with us all.

    Hugs and love always, James


  3. Hi James,

    Delighted to hear you and hope that all is great with you.

    Deeply touched by your words for you are one who has known me for a long time – from university days which now seem such a long time ago! Delighted that I did not listen to my inner critic about sharing this stuff, chose to bold and put it out here. Still struggle with anything that smacks of self-promotion.

    Live well, be a source of massive contribution through your dancing, singing, sense of adventure….

    Know that I miss you, think of you, and each time wish you the very best living.

    With my love and a huge hug,


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